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11:20pm 21/07/2004
  haha it's 11:30 and i'm online and no ones on so i'm talking to shaya. of all people, shaya. that cracks me up. arg i'm dying my hair and i tried that new garnier fructise black blue dye and right now it looks completely blue. so i'm hoping when i wash it out it will be darker. if not i will cry. forever. yay i got three letters from jenni today. god i can't fucking wait to go home. i am so literally dying up here. it's depressing. shit i am freaking out about my hair. and devon was not comforting. oh well. arg none of my little IM people are talking to me. assholes. what's wrong with them. ok. i have 3 minutes before i wash out my hair. washed out. don't know yet. hair dye on the carpet. fuck.  
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04:50pm 16/07/2004
  ugh i have the worst migraine ever. blah! i just wanted to say that kate rocks for helping me with my page. and i miss jason and jenni.  
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09:57am 11/06/2004
 
mood: tired
music: Boredoms
*sigh* it's been a while. haven't really been up to anything exciting. arg just getting ready to go to oregon. i hate going there so much but i am so amazingly in love with luke. i hope i get to spend time with him. if not i will be totally crushed. so the show last night was alright. justine was there. haha and i saw that crazy chris kid. i haven't seen him in like 4 months. he's so insane. god like the second day i started talking to me he was insanely depressed and went on this huge i hate my life i want to die rant. um...? but he is so cute. lol something about him reminds me of...someone. lol i'm so informative. i was glad devon went with me to the show. chris died his hair black. haha he's such an emo kid. the bands sucked so fucking bad it was funny. oh yeah and the lyrics were deep. haha 'I'm speechless with nothing else to say' as if there is anyother way to be speechless? I think i like chris. not the crazy one. but chris groovy hat one. weird.		  
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07:40pm 20/05/2004
  no one reads this anymore......we have all moved on to myspace. it is kind of sad.  
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08:42am 16/05/2004
 
mood: nauseated
music: none, watching kids in the hall
amazingky hungover.ended up going to the party last night afterall. glad i went. hahaha. spent the first hour or two dancing to 80's with about 20 drunk old people. it was amazing and insanely fun. hahaha i was also insanely drunk. of course. i can't even begin to explain how fun the dancing was. ....red hot love.... i love parties at the ardisanas. hung out with chuck for most of the time. haahaa.. you two are so cute, you should go to the library. aww man. it was great. it was pretty cool hanging out with whitney. she's a rad chick. went hottubbing in an old lady's bathing suit that was 6 times too big for me. walked home with chuck around 3:30, somewhere along the way he lost one of the lenses from his glasses. good times.		  
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11:00pm 11/05/2004
 
mood: sleepy
music: velvet teen-a special gift for you
sitting here at 11:00 tyring to finish my presentation for ghaussy. due tomorrow. not getting anything accomplished. i had my first therapy session for a long time today. kind of weird. lance is a cool guy though. ugh. dreading the summer. i do not want to go to oregon at all. i hate going so much and i can't just be up there for a week or two, you know like a reasonable amount of time for a vacation, no, i have to go up there for 6 weeks. and what kills me is all of the great bands that play there and i can't see a single one of them. bastards. disecting rats in biology. awesome. hm i have lost all motivation.		  
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05:45pm 06/05/2004
 
mood: chipper
music: Clinic- Internal Wrangler
I am tired of working on my portfolio for geometry so here I am! This is pathetic, I have to write this big paper on what I have learned in math this semester. Not too high up there on my fun scale. I have decided to not go to Shane's show tonight. I think that I am trying to avoid running into Justin. Which is insanely weird. Oh man. I got myself into lots of trouble in Mrs. Ghaussy's class today. As if she doesn't hate me enough already. She stole a note that I was writing with Chris. *sigh* wasn't a very 'nice' note to say the least. my parents are going to freak out. whatever. Arg. I am dreading the day that I leave for Oregon. I always have fun the first week and then i count the days till i get to go home. Oh well. God the show tomorrow is going to be a nightmare. everyone should just quit now. oh well. improv at it's best right? Jason, Devon, and Jenni--very amusing play in mcgrails. good job.		  
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05:41pm 05/05/2004
 
music: Mark Eitzel- Helium
All better. hehe I am insane		  
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05:14pm 05/05/2004
 
mood: pissed off
music: Unicorns-Sea Ghost
I fucking hate everyone!		  
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02:16pm 01/05/2004
 
mood: crappy
music: Track Star
Ugh. parents are such assholes. my mom owns her own business and she had her best month in the five years of the business so we took her out to dinner last night. it was me, mike, bruce, and saskia. we went to great american (milky works there god and so does every other guy in the drama department) and afterwards we were going to go over to bruce's to see their new puppies and in the car my mom just flipped out. it was insane. i was terrified. so now i'm grounded and she's threatening to make me move to oregon to live with my dad. insane i tell you. so i am missing devon's birthday party right now. arg. i love devon. he is a little weird and scares me a little bit haha. i had a softball game last night. forgot. showed up half an hour late to have everyone pissed at me saying that they didn't have enough players so they had to forfeit the game. but it was my fault of course for being late, not the three girls' who didn't show up at all. whatever. i have another game tonight. woo hoo. being grounded sucks! i feel like i'm in 6th grade. this is bullshit. i didn't get to see chris' play last night. not that it matters. i kind of miss him. not really though. i'm totally pissed that i don't get to see justin today. arg this day just keeps getting better...i need a cigarette.		  
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05:48pm 29/04/2004
 
mood: apathetic
music: Modest Mouse
hm. first entry. very exciting. nothing too exciting happened today. just hours of writing meaningless shit in peoples yearbooks. rock on. realize how much i hate a certain 'friend' of mine. English was painful today. Assignment: to make a cd with songs to represent different scenes from romeo and juliet. Andrew's cd consisted of Yellowcard, Brand New, Simple Plan, The Starting Line, and Finch. not that it matters what the bands were because every damn song sounded identical. it's a shame. Dangers of Conformity my friend. it's just sad. people that don't know any better than to look beyond what everyone else finds acceptable. true, it was just music. but still sad. nub nub's class was not that exciting. it appears that our flag is missing...haha. good times. she couldn't be bothered with our quite conversationg in the back, so jason devon and i left to sit in the library. had an interesting conversation. working on this play in drama that we are supposedly performing in a week or two. haven't read the script yet. i landed a fairly large part too. this should be interesting.		  
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